WOW it has been so long and too be honest I am not sure where to start in everything.
I have so much in my head not sure what I should put here.
First if you are new to my blog then,Thank you for being here and if this is your first blog post of mine then HI and I hope you enjoy what you read here and if it make you smile then I have done my job.
First let me reintroduce myself.
I am a 42 yr old married, motherless mother (will tell you more about that later)
I have 2 boys who I managed to achieve with lots of hard work and let’s say they are number 2 and 6 pregnancies....yes I have had 6 pregnancies but only 2 live births.
I had post natal depression
I am a survivor of a twin molar pregnancy.
I am a stay at home mum.
I am also a lonely mum.
Well back to the motherless mum...unfortunately my mum had an brain aneurysm when I was 19 and never truly recovered from it...after 10yrs in a nursing home she passed away September 2005. So she never got to meet her grandbabies and was not with me through my molar pregnancy or my chemotherapy to fix the molar pregnancy. So no pregnancies either.
Now in being honest which is important to me I get so jealous seeing other daughters and mums together I wish I had that, so if you have a mum who is still earth side then call her, text her, argue with her, love her so hard but know she is your biggest supporter and she is there for you daily.....I miss that so much and will never get it again.....’okay no more tears now’
Yes I had a twin molar pregnancy which required chemotherapy to get rid of.....in fact my wonderful obgyn/gyn uses my case as an exam question on the paperwork to become an obgyn and to this day every person gets it wrong.....they all give me a hysterectomy......but my obgyn/gyn loves telling them I have 2 healthy boys....’that’s my 15mins of fame moment’.
I am a stay at home mum because I don’t want to miss a moment of my boys life, I know life can be cut short so quickly, I want to be there for everything’s they will let me be there for....one day they will tell me to go away and that day is coming quicker then I like.....but until then I want to see every Certificate, every bump and break, first loves, I want to mop the tears up over first loves....I want them to know I have there back no matter what....’but that is just me’....so hubby and I sacrifice so I can do that.
Right I have reintroduce myself and have probably told you too much about me that your did not want to hear but as the song goes......’This is me’
